Bad Day

HAte if any event happen around my house
i m the one 101% guarantee to get scolded by
dad
sis
bro
and
aunt
m i born to be a dog?
get scolded each time their mood bad
although i just do a little bit mistake
do i deserve to be scold like a dog?
no idea
just a photo and end up i get scolded
early in the morning
woke up
fetch my aunt
back home
bath my mom
prepare stuff to pray
do that do this
just a glass of water in my stomach
my sis,bro,sister in law and dad nicely sitting
got time to eat their breakfast
how about me?
i m so so so hungry on the way to my bro in law house
i can't even walk properly
lucky my sister in law clean the house
i got time to sleep finally
din get enough sleep since yesterday
i think my elder sis to nervous or don't know what
wake up so early
around 4
on the light
walk here walk there
kick my leg
step my hand
==
woke up d
after bath my mom
thn my mom pattern come back again
talk talk talk
ask aSK ASK
repeat repeat repeat
my mood damn bad
she keep continue until i shout 'i dunno'
here come his face...
i know he is angry
his heart inside i know what he scolding
useless daughter
useless thn useless la
i m worst than you
what you say
'last time ask ur mom don give birth you better'
WOW
i m happy u say that
i don even wish i were born
i don wish i were here
i don wish i were born in this family
i don wish to be a part of 'Hon'
just wondering why is so unfair
i have this type of father that beats their wife
i have a dad that don't praise their children when their results a good
i have a dad that is old thinking
i have a dad that don't understand me
i have a dad that says bout his daughter bad thing to other ppl
y i so stupid study so hard for wat
so wat i get lot A's
good student in school
i m just a piece of junk in my house
well everything i m happy about today
that my dear give a good impression to my aunt
she say she look kinda good
not like my cousin bf(Joey)
haiz
i m fat
jessy is fat like garfield
i even wish i m a garfield..he got loves and cares from john
argh!want's a new phone so badly after c my cousin
younger than me 4 years using i-phone
form2 only
i want de phone is much more cheaper thn i-phone although i wanted a i-phone
too expensive?
rm80 per month de plan
1k down payment
i-phone?inside my dream
hahah yea i can afford to buy
toy i-phone XD

that all...

songs of the day
'Touch my hand'David Archhuleta
I love u meyer
wo ai ni meyer
when each days passes since the day i met you
5.4.2010
each second
each minutes
each hour
i know you more and more
my love grew more and more towards you
the way you care
the way u make me laugh
the way u hug
i love everything bout u..thx for appearing in my life
i m sorry that i have a bad family
and ur impression in my family not so good
especially my dad and bro(after my dad tells everything to my bro..yea i think my bro don really like u..my dear..)
i m sorry